Darkest Days

Here we go again, a downward spiral

Who am I to fight the gravity

Cannot comprehend, you’re in denial

I am at loss with my sanity

 

Put my foot down, my final stand

Footing lost on a sloping plane

Nothing to stop me from falling

Nothing left for me to gain

 

The world is only an illusion

It still is much too real for me

Darkest days are no delusion

Just dark without a light to see

 

Darkest days – Everyone the same

Darkest days – The survival game

 

Routines that give me pressure

Routines that cause me pain

Safety built in between them

The insurance to keep me sane

 

Contradiction, science fiction

Facts for my tortured mind

Whose life it is I am living

Am I not one of the kind

 

Picturing a different world

Drowning myself to the yellow sea

When thoughts can no longer bear

A monster that used to be me

 

The world is only an illusion

It still is much too real for me

Darkest days are no delusion

Just dark without a light to see

 

Darkest days – Everyone the same

Darkest days – The survival game

 

Mountains of false hopes

Climbed them in the hope of understanding

Oceans filled with liquid dreams

Sailed them in fear of a new awakening

 

And then came the morning

Falling down all over again

Sense of purpose yet to be found

Hammers at work in my brain

 

Counting seconds down to nothing

How much more I can endure

Nothing really matters anymore

Death is the only cure

 

Darkest days

Darkest days

Darkest days

Darkest days

Lyric by Jari Hämynen

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